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PAIN

One day a doctor asked me how I felt. I shed tears right away. I am so much of a person who doesn’t like to let out emotions, but at that moment I couldn’t hold them. I don’t regret it as I learned something new that day. The Doctor encouraged me to cry more and asked me a lot of questions I normally try not to answer as they trigger my emotions. by then it was about the accident I had and for me it was early to talk about it. I was still in shock, and I always dodged that conversation. The Doctor told me how it is human, how it displays signs of life and a normal human to cry, he further explained how it is scientifically bad and dangerous to not feel pain or express it when you should. He gave me an example of a tree: when it is broken it tears too. A normal person feels pain and expresses it in different ways. Some try to hide it like me, others don’t. Those who know me little think that I never get angry or that I am always laughing, well am more of smiley girl because I try to loo...